This, our second chance, is blown

Whoa
New Quietdrive CD came out, I guess
thats pretty cool, though
cause theyre coming to summerfest on the 4 of july
and they're playing with anberlin, even!
If they aren't headlining, I'd love to go!
as a matter of fact, I'd go anyway!
but thatd be just more of a pain
if you didn't know, I'm grounded
my parents are a pain
*sigh*
oh, and WS tryouts were this week
I think I did okay
a lot of people really don't know how they did
I even asked Katie Woger, and she thought she didn't do well
but we all know she's probably gonna make it
cause she's Katie, and that's what happens.
I think it's posting on monday
I already promised to call Sky as soon as school's out to tell her how I did
but it'd suck if it were bad news
a lot
I hate giving bad news

I don't know why, but everything seems to be moving faster and faster lately
I'm trying to keep up, but it's so difficult
I have too many things I want to do
and so much that I'm expected to do that gets in the way
I can kinda sympathize with adults in that way
Having to give up something you want for something you're expected to do
It takes a lot out of a person
For the first time in my life, I really can't wait for summer
completely
school, be done already!

oh, know what else?
hm, a little about me:
I can't lie
I hate when I can't tell people's motives
I forget almost everything
I'm good with birthdays
Music is about the only thing that can calm me down
My eyes change colors with my moods
I think I look really stupid when I cry
I know what I have to do in order to be successful, I just don't have the motivation
I overanalyze everything
I can tell it's going to be a good day when certain songs come on when I'm on the bus in the morning
I miss free time
I really don't like to listen to girl singers. The higher pitch bugs me.
When I get bored, I do math in my head. Most of the time, it's either factoring stuff or imagining different outcomes when using 3, 5, and 7 (adding, multiplying, whatever)
And I REALLY hate it when people treat me like I'm stupid.
That's all
Later, blog.

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A poem of sorrow
While writing it, would you dance with me?