Just sit back and relapse again...

Hey
sooo
I'm gonna try and post more
I kinda got out of the habit...
but
I think this is an awesome way for me to remember when stuff happened.
so post I shall!

hmmmm
anything interesting this week?
...
YES
okay
there was WKCE testing
for most of the grades
but us (XD)
so tuesday
TUESDAY WAS AWESOME
we had a half day
but it wasnt a normal half day...
we had one where we got to come for the end of the day
so, in turn
everone slept in
it was great
and me and Mel went out to breakfast
which was fun
wednesday
we got to watch this movie
Far and Away, i think?
but it wasnt that great
just about Irish immigrants
and going west
and Tom Cruise (again, XD)
but everyone from our grade was watching it
together
so it got REALLY crazy
but it was funny
and some assholes behind me kept screaming "OBAMAAAAA!"
and then there was some motavational speech
THURRRRRSDAY
was fucking sweet
we had our field trip to the colleges
I loved the group I was with
(you know why, Mel)
and i realized
i dont really hate the people in my grade as much as i think
theres okay people
i just dont have classes with most of them >.<
like my 7th grade gym/health class
that had to be the best class of people ive had
last year's band came in a close second
okay
sooo
friday
we lost jessie (what a surprise)
and then we found her
and everyone came here for more band practice
and yesterday i didnt really do anything
so theres your update on my week

what else, you ask?
well, with finale
I finally finished putting two of my solos into it
all 4 movements
(both Telemann)
im almost done with Dance, Dance
just need to work on the piano part (....Tori....)
I started private lessons on tuesday
looks like theyll be okay
sooo
i shall get back to work on Dance, Dance
and maybe other stuff
who knows?

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"If I had a choice between you and me, I'd gladly choose you."

A poem of sorrow
While writing it, would you dance with me?

Your words so symphonic

okay
since you guys asked
here it is:

[19:26] Me: "the ice is getting thinner"
[19:26] Rachel: any of yew wanna get stoned 2night with us? even though i have no idea who most of you are?
[19:26] Zack: now Tyler is calling you dumbass XD
[19:26] Tori: Write, "Arm the lawyers!"
[19:26] Zack: oh yea heard my new band name?
[19:26] Tori: That the a reference, woo!
[19:26] Tori: Wow can haz no grammar.
[19:26] Me: booo
[19:26] Me: forced
[19:26] Me: XD
[19:27] Tori: What the heck do you guys mean by "forced"?
[19:27] Tori: I didn't make him say that.
[19:27] Zack: MATT
[19:27] Tori: And I wasn't planning it.
[19:27] Me: "Sonata in F minor, movement 2"
[19:27] Matt: my mom has a really old guitar with a hole in the side can we run that over
[19:27] Me: =D
[19:27] Zack: hhhm maybe
[19:27] Me: i'd do that
[19:27] Zack: but dude, heard my new band?
[19:27] Me: but no one can drive
[19:27] Matt: not realy
[19:27] Matt: who's in it
[19:27] Zack: me, tyler
[19:27] Rachel: any one wanna part wit us? we're doing piercings and shit too. :]
[19:27] Me: no
[19:28] Zack: and my drummer doesnt want me to name him anywhere
[19:28] Tori: ...?
[19:28] Matt: come on say the name
[19:28] Zack: our band name is Zero Flowers
[19:28] Me: psh we own you
[19:28] Zack: you probably do
[19:28] Matt: i could make a pretty good icon for that
[19:28] Tori: Yeah, ours is better.
[19:28] Zack: thats cuz im a sucky asian
[19:28] Me: like aron!
[19:28] Matt: i could make a good icon for Zero Flowers
[19:28] Zack: again, im a sucky asian, not perfect like a normal one
[19:29] Tori: ... What?
[19:29] Zack: THEN MAKE ONE MATT
[19:29] Tori: That racist...
[19:29] Matt: fine hold on
[19:29] Tori: *That's
[19:29] Me: you two could be asian together
[19:29] Zack: -____-
[19:29] Matt: i'll make it right now
[19:29] Zack: trust me, i had enough rasict asian crap today
[19:29] Me: but he's stereotypical asian, so tha maynot work
[19:29] Matt: brb
[19:30] Me: "stay young"
[19:30] Matt: ok the icon should take a few hours to make
[19:30] Matt: plus color
[19:30] Matt: what color should there be
[19:30] Zack: idk
[19:30] Me: PINK!
[19:30] Zack: any ideas?
[19:30] Matt: like red
[19:30] Me: AND ORANGE
[19:30] Zack: and black
[19:30] Matt: and green
[19:30] Me: FLASHING
[19:31] Me: LIKE SEIZURES!
[19:31] Rachel: yew are boring.
[19:31] Zack: omg, just like Devon Strickland XD
[19:31] Tori: AHAHAH! "Yew".
[19:31] Matt: so i got red,black,green,pink, and orange
[19:31] Tori: Epic fail.
[19:31] Matt: anything else
[19:31] Tori: Tori says purple.
[19:31] Zack: puple
[19:31] Zack: purple*
[19:31] Matt: purple?
[19:31] Tori: WOO!
[19:31] Zack: my fav color
[19:31] Matt: tok
[19:31] Tori: No wayyyyyy
[19:31] Tori: My favorite color!!
[19:32] Me: the green must be lime
[19:32] Zack: NO MINE
[19:32] Matt: anything else
[19:32] Matt: because now it may take a few days
[19:32] Me: XDDDD
[19:32] Zack: dude, i can create something tonight if i want to
[19:32] Me: me too
[19:32] Zack: >_>
[19:32] Me: youre slow
[19:32] Matt: i will hold on
[19:32] Zack: yep, like dea said
[19:32] Matt: i need to make it a good god damn picture
[19:32] Me: page two of 4 done!
[19:32] Zack: YOUR IN ART!!!!
[19:32] Tori: Woo!
[19:32] Tori: Tori isn't working on anything.
[19:33] Me: last movement of the song!
[19:33] Zack: HOW DOES IT TAKE YOU DAYS!?!?!
[19:33] Me: finally
[19:33] Tori: I'll find "Glory Days"...
[19:33] Me: but i need to get that one i did for S&E last year in too
[19:33] Matt: becasue i need to find the fuckingh color
[19:33] Zack: come on dude, im in concert band and jazz band, AND I STILL MAKE DECENT PICS
[19:33] Me: maybe ill go through my top played songs for itunes
[19:33] *** Kelly has joined the chat.
[19:33] Tori: ?
[19:34] Me: told you
[19:34] Kelly: who is this? i got a chat invite
[19:34] Tori: I want a Panic at the disco song.
[19:34] Me: i tried
[19:34] Zack: i have lot of those
[19:34] Me: it didnt work
[19:34] Tori: Why not?
[19:34] Me: stupid flute harmony
[19:34] Matt: dude i've already started
[19:34] Zack: wow me too
[19:34] Me: i was gonna do "the piano knows something i dont know"
[19:34] Me: but the flute was evil
[19:34] Matt: i got the Z done
[19:35] Me: couldnt get it if i tried
[19:35] Kelly: is deanna in this chat room?
[19:35] Zack: yes she is
[19:35] Tori: Shhh!!!
[19:35] Me: .....
[19:35] Kelly: oh. this is kelly from her softball team. did you send me a chatroom invite? lol
[19:35] Tori: We were gonna have her pop up and say "Surprise!"
[19:35] Me: warren was in here
[19:35] Tori: God, Zack, you ruined it!
[19:35] Me: he left
[19:35] Zack: mhm
[19:35] Zack: thats why no one likes me
[19:35] *** Tori has left the chat.
[19:35] Me: im getting them back
[19:36] Me: FRIEND FISHING!
[19:36] Matt: zack ur datign hannah
[19:36] Matt: so shut up
[19:36] Zack: i know
[19:36] Zack: thats different
[19:36] *** Kelly has left the chat.
[19:36] Zack: cuz of pie
[19:36] Me: awwwww
[19:36] Me: pie is good
[19:36] Me: ....
[19:36] Zack: i know
[19:37] Zack: YAY MEL'S ON :D
[19:37] Me: -.-
[19:37] Zack: what -__-
[19:37] Me: you arent allowed to talk to her, you do know that?
[19:37] fMe: right?
[19:37] Me: cause i swear ill kill you if you do
[19:37] Jessie: where tori
[19:38] Zack: hm she didnt tell me that
[19:38] *** Tori has joined the chat.
[19:38] Me: there
[19:38] Tori: Thank you for not giving up on me.
[19:38] Me: im inviting her anyway
[19:38] Tori: I'm watching Melissa and me play "Brian Wilson".
[19:38] Tori: I was gonna say "do "Brian Wilson"" but that sounds funny.
[19:38] Me: it does
[19:39] Zack: wait wait...wheres matt? O_o
[19:39] Me: maybe ill do hawthorne heights....
[19:39] Me: or time to dance!!!!!!!
[19:39] Rachel: YOUR DATING HANNAH??
[19:39] Me: *GASP*!!!
[19:39] Rachel: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAA
[19:39] Me: ....
[19:39] Me: rachel, you dont know him
[19:39] Matt: yes i missyou is finally on on itunes
[19:39] Zack: by da blink?
[19:39] Rachel: yeah so?
[19:39] Matt: yeah
[19:39] Rachel: we neva said we did.
[19:39] Me: and you dont know hannah
[19:40] Tori: Hannah?
[19:40] Me: so why you laugh
[19:40] Rachel: who da fuck are yew?
[19:40] Tori: Did I miss something?
[19:40] Me: dunno
[19:40] Rachel: i enjoy laughter.
[19:40] Me: dont think so
[19:40] Matt: yeah zack i'm still here bgut focused more oon the picture
[19:40] Me: tori
[19:40] Rachel: don't doubt the truth, babe.
[19:40] Me: how about time to dance?
[19:40] Tori: I didn't invite her.
[19:40] Zack: ah
[19:40] Me: i didnt either
[19:40] Tori: Hmmm.
[19:40] Zack: well get off the chat room dude
[19:40] Me: we'd have epic background
[19:40] Tori: Nine in the afternoon!
[19:40] Me: .....
[19:41] Rachel: ew.l
[19:41] Rachel: panic sucks now.
[19:41] Me: THEY HAVE BETTER SONGS THAN THAT
[19:41] Tori: You suck now.
[19:41] Tori: Oooooooooooo!
[19:41] Zack: HAHAHAHAHAHAHA XD
[19:41] Me: i can try both
[19:41] Tori: I know they do...
[19:41] Tori: Yeah!
[19:41] Matt: hey zack is there a girl in the band?
[19:41] Rachel: their old songs are better.
[19:41] Me: theres a lot of parts, though
[19:41] Me: it'll take forever
[19:41] Zack: no
[19:41] Rachel: i liked them before that cd anyway.
[19:41] Tori: I can be the girl in the band.
[19:41] Zack: dude its just the three
[19:41] Me: like, a piccolo trumpet
[19:41] Matt: ah ok
[19:41] Tori: *kidding*
[19:41] Me: WHAT?
[19:41] Rachel: tori, you better be.
[19:41] Rachel: your nothinbg like patd
[19:41] Rachel: you poser.
[19:41] Me: thatd be difficult
[19:41] Matt: ok
[19:41] Zack: we're gonna become the next BLINK
[19:41] Rachel: damn, you galls people never change.
[19:41] Rachel: falls*
[19:41] Matt: right
[19:41] Rachel: i'm glad i just live for stanic partynig shit.
[19:41] Rachel: :]
[19:42] Me: since its kinda, you know, its mostly girls
[19:42] Matt: Zero Flowers is gonna be the next Blink
[19:42] Tori: We are?
[19:42] Zack: HELLS YEA
[19:42] Me: hm?
[19:42] Me: im lost
[19:42] Zack: ITS A NUMBER BAND XD
[19:42] matt: me 2
[19:42] Tori: Me too.
[19:42] Tori: We can be lost together!
[19:42] Rachel: Marilyn Manson.
[19:42] Rachel: :]
[19:42] Me: WOO!
[19:42] Jessie: my blanket smells like baby formula
[19:42] Rachel: just had to add some good shit to this convo.
[19:42] Me: how does that happen?
[19:42] Rachel: :]
[19:42] Tori: Marilyn Mason is weird.
[19:43] Me: and ugly
[19:43] Zack: but cool
[19:43] Rachel: Manson*
[19:43] Zack: NNNOO
[19:43] Zack: he just looks like my mom >_>
[19:43] Rachel: no he ain't ugly. his real self is gorgeous.
[19:43] Tori: Ewww!
[19:43] Matt: ok maybe the ppicture may only take a day
[19:43] Me: XD
[19:43] Tori: I don't want to know what your mom looks like...
[19:43] Rachel: i'm metting him.
[19:43] Zack: oh NOW it takes a day >_>
[19:43] Jessie: what horrible english some people have
[19:43] Jessie: cough rachel cough
[19:43] Matt: shut up i've already started
[19:43] Rachel: meeting*
[19:43] Tori: Hehehe "metting"
[19:43] Tori: It sounds like a violent verb.
[19:43] Zack: dude, im done
[19:43] Zack: HA
[19:43] Tori: Oooo!
[19:44] Zack: and it decent
[19:44] Me: is brendan a tenor or alto?
[19:44] Rachel: i don't have horrible english. making a typo isn't bad enlish.
[19:44] Tori: Matt has been ownd.
[19:44] Me: i think alto
[19:44] Zack: he gets owned on halo too
[19:44] Tori: Brendan?
[19:44] Matt: brb
[19:44] Me: yeah
[19:44] Tori: *doesn't know who that is*
[19:44] Zack: but he acts like a panzy and gets in a vehcile
[19:44] Rachel: ya'll need some pot. then you might be as poserish.
[19:44] Me: panic's singer, tori
[19:44] Matt: yeah i know i've been ownd idc
[19:44] Me: my icon!
[19:44] Rachel: you'd use logic.
[19:44] Me: (hint)
[19:44] Tori: Is that the one with Ryan Ross?
[19:44] Tori: Or is that a different band?
[19:44] Rachel: Ryan Ross!! i met him!!
[19:44] Rachel: i love him so fucking much!!!!
[19:44] Me: no one fucking cares!
[19:44] Rachel: (his first famous self, he changed.)
[19:44] Zack: i still gonna freakin own you again
[19:45] Me: yes, tori
[19:45] Tori: *slow clap*
[19:45] Tori: Oh ok.
[19:45] Tori: Wait, what does he do, then?
[19:45] Rachel: ryan is gorgeous.
[19:45] *** Zack has left the chat.
[19:45] Rachel: eeeek. :]
[19:45] Tori: Wait, when did Kelly leave?
[19:45] Me: brendan's the main singer, and plays piano and guitar sometimes
[19:45] Jessie: your mom is gorgeous
[19:45] Me: when you left
[19:45] Tori: Aww.
[19:45] *** Zack has joined the chat.
[19:45] Tori: I can be like him, then!
[19:45] Me: you're welcome
[19:45] Tori: Except I don't play guitar...
[19:46]Me: nope
[19:46] Rachel: no you can't tori.
[19:46] Zack: why -___-
[19:46] Tori: or sing, really.
[19:46] Zack: wwhhyyyy
[19:46] Rachel: you can't become someone.
[19:46] Zack: WWWHHYYYY
[19:46] Rachel: you gotta be yerself.
[19:46] Zack: WHY!? -__-
[19:46] Me: we're kinda good together
[19:46] Tori: Why what?
[19:46] Zack: idk
[19:46] Me: he's being dramatic
[19:46] Rachel: but you don't know what that's like. and it looks like you never will.. which is sad.
[19:46] Me: cause he can
[19:46] Rachel: *hands over some pot*
[19:46] Me: fuck you rachel
[19:46] Zack: now, i gotta go write my song and bass part
[19:46] Tori: Zack is?
[19:46] Rachel: damn, ya'll need to be attacked by some demons or soemthing.
[19:46] Rachel: no thanks.
[19:46] Rachel: i got meh bf.
[19:46] Zack: what bout me?
[19:46] Rachel: :]
[19:46] Tori: This is why we don't invite her.
[19:46] Rachel: i'd rather you not.
[19:46] Me: i figured
[19:46] Tori: *Turns to Jessie*
[19:47] Rachel: by this screen popped up.
[19:47] Me: *glares*
[19:47] Rachel: but*
[19:47] Tori: Hehehe
[19:47] Rachel: aha.
[19:47] Rachel: i'm true evil, don't try to defeat me.
[19:47] Tori: I would've at least done *slow clap*.
[19:47] Rachel: i'm as satanic as it gets.
[19:47] Me: oh sorry
[19:47] Zack: well im ma go noooowwwww *creeps toward door*
[19:47] Rachel: and don't mess with me.
[19:47] Me: *slow claps*
[19:47] Tori: Is there a way to kick her out?
[19:47] Rachel: i'll fucking killy ou and i'm not kidding.
[19:47] Me: we can make a new chat
[19:47] Rachel: how about i just leave?
[19:47] Jessie: you're no where near evil
[19:47] Rachel: and leave your
[19:47] Tori: Nahh.
[19:47] Jessie: you think you are but you're not
[19:47] Tori: Rachel's a poser.
[19:47] Rachel: sorry ass poser selves.
[19:47] Rachel: no i ain't.
[19:47] Me: yup
[19:47] Me: you are
[19:47] Rachel: satanic-
[19:47] Jessie: YEA
[19:47] Me: poser
[19:47] Tori: Yeah.
[19:48] Jessie: RACHEL
[19:48] Rachel: beliefs you are youre own self god
[19:48] Jessie: IS
[19:48] Tori: She's trying to be Marilyn Manson.
[19:48] Rachel: and parties.
[19:48] Me: poserrrrrrrrrr
[19:48] Jessie: A
[19:48] Jessie: POSER
[19:48] Rachel: no i'm not.
[19:48] Me: YUP
[19:48] Jessie: oooooooooooooooooooooooooo
[19:48] Me: you are
[19:48] Rachel: he isn't satanic.
[19:48] Rachel: haha.
[19:48] Me: poser
[19:48] Tori: Wannabe poser!
[19:48] Jessie: no what
[19:48] Jessie: POSER
[19:48] Me: wannabeeeeeeeeee
[19:48] Tori: Hehehe.
[19:48] Rachel: how am i trying to be manson?
[19:48] Jessie: POSER
[19:48] Me: poser
[19:48] Tori: Even Deanna knows.
[19:48] Zack: yyeeaa...um, i gotta write a song ssooo yyeeaaa, Tori, ill talk to you later...Dea, same for you, matt, see you on Monday
[19:48] Me: XD
[19:48] Rachel: wow, so i say something about you guys, so you say something to me.
[19:48] Jessie: RACHEL'S A POSER
[19:48] Tori: And she barely knows you.
[19:48] Rachel: no i anit.
[19:48] Jessie: so shes going to do poser stuff
[19:48] Jessie: like omg
[19:48] Jessie: no one likes me
[19:48] Me: bye zack!
[19:49] Rachel: aint* yeah because she just copies you.
[19:49] Jessie: im going to cut myself
[19:49] Tori: Hehehe.
[19:49] Jessie: hehehehe
[19:49] Me: me tooo
[19:49] Rachel: i don't think that.
[19:49] Rachel: and i burn.
[19:49] Tori: Yeah that's what Aron said!
[19:49] Rachel: pentagrams.
[19:49] Rachel: into
[19:49] Rachel: my arom.
[19:49] Tori: He's not sticking around?
[19:49] Jessie: then im going to show everyone my cuts
[19:49] Rachel: my srom* in satanic rituals, which ahve nothing to do with marilyn manson..
[19:49] Tori: Come on, Zack, this is fun!
[19:49] Zack: *runs out door* IF IM JUST QUIET THEY wwont...notice.....me....darn -__-
[19:49] Jessie: and then get their sympathy
[19:49] Zack: what??
[19:49] Jessie: because i need attention
[19:49] flutesrpunkrock: im gonna use big words and think im smart
[19:49] Jessie: love me hate me
[19:49] Rachel: i don't do that either, i'm not emo. and people think you're a poser jessie.
[19:49] Jessie: i dont care
[19:49] Rachel: kristen talks to me.
[19:49] Zack: i cant just write a song adn talk at the same time
[19:49] Tori: Hehehe.
[19:49] Jessie: im me
[19:49] Rachel: and she thinsk you are too.
[19:49] Jessie: and no one can see that
[19:50] Rachel: you copy her.
[19:50] Tori: I'm Rachel and I cut and burn myself.
[19:50] Jessie: i call everyone posers because they all hate me
[19:50] Rachel: ha, i'm not smart.
[19:50] Me: you wish you had friends
[19:50] Jessie: because im myself
[19:50] Rachel: not every one hates me.
[19:50] Rachel: damn, jessie do you have a death wish?
[19:50] Jessie: and they are all posers
[19:50] Tori: Awww, not everyone hates you Jessie.
[19:50] Jessie: and im going to try and threaten people
[19:50] Me: i love you jessie!
[19:50] Rachel: no, but you and tori are.
[19:50] Tori: Rachel has no friends.
[19:50] Rachel: you think i don't have friends?
[19:50] Jessie: because im sooo insecure
[19:50] Me: yup
[19:50] Rachel: DAMN I GOT IN TROUBLE FOR
[19:50] Tori: Hehehe.
[19:50] Jessie: that i believe what everyone says
[19:50] Me: XDF
[19:50] Zack: just invite me to the next chatroom
[19:50] Rachel: PLANNING SHIT AT PIUS DO DONT GO SAYING SHIT.
[19:50] Me: dj;alf[oOPFHDPEDhf[ajdfpohas
[19:50] Jessie: i love you too deanna!!
[19:50] Zack: i have to be in my emo phase to write a sonf
[19:50] Zack: somg*
[19:50] Me: will do
[19:50] Tori: Can I haz love Jessie?
[19:50] Zack: song(
[19:50] Jessie: but you cant love me
[19:50] Rachel: no.
[19:50] Jessie: no one can
[19:51] Rachel: go fuck yer momma.
[19:51] Me: aw
[19:51] Jessie: because i wont let them
[19:51] Rachel: i don't talk like that at all jessie.
[19:51] Jessie: they will have a depressing life
[19:51] Me: tori we can love each other!
[19:51] *** Tori has left the chat.
[19:51] Rachel: and why are you talking to my friends from falls who do cut worse than me if you feel that way?
[19:51] Zack: yyess, they dont know im gone
[19:51] *** Zack has left the chat.
[19:51] Rachel: hmm?
[19:51] Jessie: and fuck i fuck like fuck to fuck swear fuck in fuck between fuck every fuck other fuck word
[19:51] Rachel: i'll let them all know how you full about htat.
[19:51] Jessie: and im such a badass
[19:51] Jessie: my mother hits me
[19:51] Jessie: and my dad rapes me
[19:51] Rachel: ha, that's kayko and all them.
[19:51] Jessie: no one understands me
[19:51] Jessie: im going to kiill myself
[19:51] *** Tori has joined the chat.
[19:51] Rachel: wow, you need help hun. how about you stopt rying to be emo, and leave the real ppl alone.
[19:51] Rachel: :]
[19:51] Jessie: except i can't because it's complicated
[19:51] Rachel: good bye.
[19:52] Rachel: go get pot. :]
[19:52] *** Rachel has left the chat.
[19:52] Me: XD
[19:52] Tori: Ahahah druggie...
[19:52] Jessie: YAAAAAAAAAAAY
[19:52] Me: THAT WAS AWESOME
[19:52] Me: poserrr
[19:52] Jessie: it workd
[19:52] Jessie: it was great
[19:52] Tori: Yay, now we keep the chat room!
[19:52] Jessie: someone save it!!!1
[19:52] Me: yup
[19:52] Tori: Awww, I wasn't even here for all of it...
[19:52] Me: i got it copied
[19:52] Me: ill post it?
[19:53] Tori: ... Where?
[19:53] Me: blog?
[19:53] Jessie: YAAAAY
[19:53] Jessie: yea in the blog of yours!
[19:53] Me: i havent done that in a while
[19:53] Jessie: that i have never seen...
[19:53] Jessie: i should get a blog
[19:53] Matt: hey i g2g make that icon so STFU LOSERS!!
[19:53] *** needforspeedW4V3 has left the chat.
[19:53] Me: XD
[19:53] Me: today is awesome
[19:53] Tori: Jessie, you always get a blog.
[19:54] Tori: Then you forget about said blog.
[19:54] Jessie: nooo
[19:54] Jessie: only like three times
[19:54] Jessie: today is awesome
[19:54] Jessie: no two times
[19:54] Tori: No, 3?

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"If I had a choice between you and me, I'd gladly choose you."

A poem of sorrow
While writing it, would you dance with me?