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June 24, 2008

Truly "Out Of My Mind"

Let's just go with
I was so bored this morning, I learned binary.
XP
LATER

....
P.S.
DAMN YOU, SUMMER!

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"If I had a choice between you and me, I'd gladly choose
you."

June 23, 2008

I won't let you let me down so easily

Gahhhhhhhhh
I guess it's been quite a while since I've posted, eh?
well so much for everyday
even though I'm online all the time....
at least
this'll be an easy way for you all to keep up when I'm in Europe
If I can bother to find a computer to post to...
Hope their keyboards are in english (I don't give a shit if that sounded stupid)
If they aren't, hope you're fine with random characters.

I'm confused on even what to talk about.

I leave in almost a week
My mom is constantly on my ass to figure out what I need
LIKE I KNOW THAT
I'M 14
CAN'T EVEN FUCKING DRIVE
LAY OFF!

New CD
check the little list thing.
*find it and you must spend too much fucking time on this page*

either that
or you're just magic
or i told you
anyway.
I wanna post lyrics of a song

just how they show in the booklet
they just, I don't know...
When I was young, lying in the grass I felt so safe in a warming bath of sunlight the vast open sky could do no harm like the embrace of a mother's arms in sumnlight but with every year that came to pass more clouds appeared, till the sky went black and there was no sunlight anymore and it disappeared at the same speed as the idealistic things i believed when the optimist died inside of me
pretty good to me ^.^
I'm one of those people who can be either extremely bored by poetry
or absolutely love it
with the second happening a good deal more than the first.
I may not always understand it
(I'm not one to take a hint)
but I can feel the deepness
and what the writer was feeling
maybe thats why those little lyric clips
are always my IM icons?
just cause I love the words.
.....

I'm also one of those writer's who can't come up with a single idea when I'm starting
but once I get going
It's pretty damn hard to stop.
It's nice for homework
but for stuff like this
where I just ramble on and on and on...
it gets annoying
for me AND you.

....
I bet this is the end!

______________________________________________________________________
"If I had a choice between you and me, I'd gladly choose
you."

June 10, 2008

LAST DAY, BITCHES!

FINALLY
MUAHAHAHAHAHA!
SCHOOL'S DONEEEEEEEE!
and we had recognition

and the dance (or so they say)
so today overall was okay

Hm......
shall I attempt to count the people who said either:
"YOU OWN A DRESS!"
or

"YOU'RE WEARING A DRESS!"
today?
nah, let's not
too many......

the "dance" (quotes cause there were only 100 people at most and kind of didn't count cause it wasn't that much of a dance)
was okay
mostly me and Mel were with Emma and Rose and Alex and Tyler
Tyler being chased by random people every few minutes
we got a bunch of good pics.
and Mel called Kris (again, Pep, that one) (ps he didn't pick up)
Emma talked about people who were like deflating balloons
and there was a pic. of her and Alex hugging (AWWWWWWWWWWWWWW *like the balloons ahahaha*)
EVERYONE did the ChaCha Slide (ahhhhhhhh that was a different experience)

and in the end
me and DarylAnne started holding a ribbon up
and people started limboing
and some skaters tried jumping over it
...
but then the teachers saw us
and just said
"OMG THAT'S NOT SAFE!"
and took it
so i thought
"wow, it's not like there aren't humdreds more on the ground right next to us..."

but we danced
and left

for some more...
well
I know this'll matter to Mel a lot more than other people
but
uhhhhh
*talking to her*
remember the kid who you said asked you out for a bet?
(i know you said yes)
*to everyone again*
well, the little cripplebitch's friend did that
and know what she says when THE REST OF THE FAMILY says that it a horrible thing to do?
"but it's funny!"
and all I could think was
"YOU LITTLE WHORE I SHOULD SLIT YOUR THROAT RIGHT HERE RIGHT NOW!"

I mean, really
how heartless do you have to be to start going after people just because they're different?
and my mom was all
"OMG people commit suicide from stuff like that"
so
that was dinner
and stuff
so here I am

P.S. I can now post more probably because I don't need to deal with school anymore!

P.P.S. I aced all my finals and all my B+s went up to A-s!!!!!! (4 A-s and 4 As total)

______________________________________________________________________
"If I had a choice between you and me, I'd gladly choose
you."

June 08, 2008

the story of my life.....

hm
at least you can't say Wisconsin is boring

all this flooding shit
i think that little river/brook/stream behind my house must've flooded maybe
*checks*
10 yards at least into my backyard
which is a good amount
more than I can remember happening
...
even
the pond by my house almost flooded to the road
i can kinda see the flood plain too
and that's pretty high up

BTW
remember during the RockBand party
when GH3 wasn't working?
well, sadly today i found out why
somehow the whole file was corrupted
all the game data was lost....
now i need to start ALL OVER
at least it gives me something to do
for a week or so.
OFF TO PLAY

owwwwwwwwww
sunburnt forearms.......

______________________________________________________________________
"If I had a choice between you and me, I'd gladly choose
you."

June 04, 2008

I hate you, and everything that has to do with you

I'm gonna make this post slightly Spanglish

and translate where I can
(for you who aren't able to read it and really care, ask what it says)
it will be the areas between the asterisks (**)

hm
*Que hablo para mi?*
other than that
*ESTOY* SO COMPLETELY CONFUSED
on how *yo* feel about the end of the school year.
I mean *encima de una mano, hay verano
y duermo
y* Europe
*y Fiesta de Verano (¡Oye! *Did *nosotros* ever decide if *vamos el concierto de Paramore?*)
among other stuff

but the other side *es*
1) *Mis* close *amigos no sois* at *escuela* next *año*
2) *Yo* miss people during *el verano*
3) dealing *con mi familia, y* family trips (EWWWWWWWWWW)
4) graduation
5) *mis padres* expecting me to actually do stuff over *el verano*
6) Life seems to be moving *demasiado* fast
7) EXAMS

*OYE* funny thing from yesterday
*Yo* was going through my cell phone directory
(the reason *tengo* people's *casa* #'s is *porque* it's *mas fácil de* looking them up in the directory when *necessito* them. It's not that *soy* trying to be a stalker)
*y yo* found Kris's *numero (Si* Pep, that Kris)
It made me remember *el verano antes de eso
y el verano antes de el verano antes de eso*
I'm not sure what's wrong *conmigo*
but i think i suffer from chronic nostalgia
Like I live in the past
CONSTANTLY
it's a bit of a pain, to tell you the truth.

oh *y* thinking about it
the title
*es* something I said to Melissa a few *dias* ago
*y* was like
"THAT SOUNDS LIKE A SONG/MOVIE QUOTE"
cause it's just that cheesy

*y* I promised that I'd use it as *mi* next post
*y pues,*
HERE IT IS!

P.S. http://friendfeed.com/dedehawk
In case *tú* feel like knowing whatever's on there at anytime at all.

______________________________________________________________________
"If I had a choice between you and me, I'd gladly choose
you."