As your sypathetic whispers told a tale of our goodbye

Hey
I'm posting again
cause I wanted to say
HEY!
XD
I'm kindof out of it right now
slight headache now
but its worth it, after last night

you see, we threw Warren a surprise party
(his birthday was thursday)
and from what he says, he had no clue!
so i say we deserve a round of applause for that
*claps*
i dont care if im the only one clapping
whatever

but it was really fun
I got off at tori's stop
and Hemant and Jason took the bus with us
it was pretty normal,
considering we had to "Hemant's Land" about 20 times between the bus and the pre-party
but after walking to her house from her stop
apparently Jessie and Mel were already there
and cleaned tori's room while they were at it =D
so we sort of just sat around, played a little guitar hero
kinda just waited for jon and aron to get there
...
XD
when i was playing jon in guitar hero
we heard a noise
and everyone started laughing or something
so i yelled to mel "what happened?!?"
and she ran up
i asked again
and she's like "oh, balloon popped"
and then
BOOM!
and we all cracked up
(another one popped)
then we sort of sat and went "when the HELL is he ever gonna get here?!?"
ends up he was held up with his driving stuff
but he got there
and all the guys were hiding in a room in the back of the house
so it was just me, tyne, jessie and tori standing in her front room
(he thought it was practice)
(mel was also in the bathroom at the time. jessie also walked in on her XDDDD)
(that probably wasnt funny, but i laughed)
he was probably just thinking "what the hell's going on?"
and then all the guys sort of ran out going "surprise!"
he smiled a lot at that =D

we sort of stood there for a few minutes
then we all ended up going upstairs
we spent like 15 minutes looking for jason's presents
and everyone sort of handed theirs over
i was really sad though!
the speakers we got him were quieter than his laptop already was!
>.<
im sad
but he seems to like them
so i guess its okay

so we had pizza then
it was really good ^.^
and we talked a while
and then we ended up upstairs again
so we played a few games of human knot and telephone
(ps, no one should play human knot for more than 10 minutes at a time. ever.)
then we drew on the balloons for a while
though everyone kept popping them
(after a while, i think everyone just got used to it)
we also had the cake
he' seemed to like the whole 2^4 thing we did
though he couldnt get the candles out for his life
if it wasnt the magic relights, it was the sparklers
and vice-versa

we then mario-karted
and played I Never
but after that, i had to leave
so im not really sure what went on after that
other than i left my ipod...
but lika was awesome and brought it here after
XD

OH YEAH
my dad's telling me that if i want a job
we're gonna have to "talk about my options and maybe use a search like Monster or Wisconsin Jobs" or something
>.<
but i have time!
im definitely not applying til im 15
because i think it gives me a better chance of getting a job
i'm not even sure what i want to do
my dad says that i dont have to work in a restaurant (which is pretty much the only business near us)
but he's like "there's the industrial stuff!"
=O or i can apply for the thai asian market, if they have anything good
discounts can be nice =D
i think i made a face when he said that XD

BTW:
aced all my exams, other than science (it was a 91%, my grades still and A in that class)
Time To Dance broke the 600 plays mark
im up to 5 different S&E things already (minus the stuff me and taylor are planning)
leanne took all my cds. apparently she likes some of my music XDDDD

before i'm done
i'd like to say
FUCK YOU BLOGGER AND YOUR CURRENT INABILITY TO LET ME SAVE MY POSTS OR VIEW THEM IN A DIFFERENT FORMAT THAN HTML!
i've had to post this about *8* times as of now.
thanks a whole fucking lot.
its really a pain in the ass.
the end.

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I never said I was the best thing for you

Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaand
my grades still arent posted yet
>.<
oh, did i mention?
its already midterm time
FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK MIDTERMS!
well, for spanish
i actually aced it
again
=D
i own at spanish
maybe its my knack for remembering things that most people find completely useless/pointless
i guess it helps me here
hooray for random talents!
my other grades werent posted, though
and that was english and science
my two hardest tests, in my opinions
i mean, monday i have gym (easy, just listening to my ipod and walking the whole hour and a half), band (memorizing stuff and playing the rest of the time), and history (not easy, but i dont give a shit about history. im not gonna use it. ever.)
tuesday theres study hall (code for Guitar Hero the whole hour) and math (which has always been easy for me)
oh, and btw
i didnt study
at all
ever
no matter what anyone may tell you
i mean, it doesnt help
if anything, it just confuses me more
...and this is another time that my half-working memory helps me ever

OH
and if anyone asks
me and Jessie have been going out
for a few months now
because those fucking idiots from my gym class found me
AGAIN
its not the first time
i mean, once at Uno's was enough of a coincidence for me
now i just think theyre stalking me for fun
well, i fucking swear to god
they find me again
im gonna scream
and you guys'll be the first to know about it
dont you worry.
thank GOD for the end of semester
though i dont get to see Holly and Katie as much anymore...
i mean, Holly i see in the morning
and she said she'd sit with us if she ended up in our lunch hour somehow
and katie's locker is close to mine
but they made gym bearable, to say the least
now who am i gonna have to break into random song and dance with during 4th hour?
NO ONE, I TELL YOU!
unless my history class is somehow awesome
i doubt it, though.
=/

uhh
so what else?
oh
im teaching myself how to play "Three Cheers For Five Years" on the piano
in the original key
because i dont give a shit how difficult the rest of you find it, i like how it sounds better that way.
and im not too bad
i can almost sing and play at the same time
even though i cant sing for my life....
but someone has to!
me and tori together would have to cover the three parts on our own
i mean, i already had to put one of (and during the song, the most prominient) the parts to warren just so it'd be covered
dont get me wrong, itd sound awesome on bassoon
but sometimes i wish we'd be able to cover more parts in songs without forcing tori to piano every single time
i guess we'll just have to play with the hand we're dealt.
it could be worse....

thats also one of the reasons i want to learn more instruments
not only the fact that i love music
and that im considering it for a possible career path in the future
but it'd also take some of the stress from limiting what we can do as musicians
...its too late for me to be explaining this stuff so in-depth
what im trying to say is, that i dont know what im trying to say
the end

my life is just moving too fast
it seems like it was just a few weeks ago that i was starting highschool
now im 1/8 of the way done!
i just started to become okay with people!
life doesnt seem fair most of the time
i have to idea what im doing with my life
my indecisiveness is excruciatingly painful sometimes, you know?
god, i have a headache now
i just dont fucking know
i dont

im starting to believe a little more in astrology
i know those horoscopes in magazines are a bunch of bull most of the time
but the whole "your personality is somewhat affected by your birthday"
it seems to make some sense
i can kinda tell what time of the year people are born by talking to them
like this person i met in 7th grade
i talked to them for a while, and i just had this sort of feeling like they had to be born just around the same time as me (march-ish)
so i figure out last year
5 fucking days younger than me
crazy
dont know how that happened, but it did
id like to think that im more oberservative than most people
i remember most conversations that have no significance ever to most people
dunno
maybe its just that that makes me unique?
or maybe ive just set my hopes for myself too high....

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I will wait...

Hey
I guess this'll be yet another short post
but I like saying what I feel
and what happened today
was that I was working on my science portfolio
and I typed "payed" instead of "paid"
and it made me laugh

oh
and
I'm up to chapter 170 in Naruto now
be happy for me!

the end

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XP

All I have to say
is that giving a leftie a high five is really awkward
the end.

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I know I'm scared, I'm a little unprepared, and I hope luck is on my side

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so
it's Wednesday
i'm tired already
stupid school
....
but i can't really say that
you have NO idea how much i was looking forward to going back
"a strange, neverending magnetism...."
...and i just quoted myself
how sad
and i lost my notebook!
the one i write in at school when im bored
or have one of those random emotion-filled waves that hit me every once in a while/every night at about 10:15 when im sitting up going "damn, im too tired to read and leanne's already yelled for me to turn my stereo down 3 times already what to do *insert random quote here* oh that'd make an awesome song title" and i spend another half-hour writing whatever pops into my head and somehow at least 2/3 of it ends up pure emo BS but i dont care because i wanted to write it.
...
and
i just found it
it was in that one pile next to the computer desk
silly me XP
oh well
*phew*

know what else ive been doing today?
thinking of my stupid scheldual (i dont care how its spelled, tori) for next year.
and i think i wanna drop health so i can take German next year
cause i can
and i dont think i wanna get rid of my study hall
study hall is awesome
and i think we have band study hall available again next year
which would just be awesome.
...
GAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
effin college
fuck it
i dont want it
i just dont
i love highschool
im finally starting to like some of the people in my grade
WHY MUST YOU RUIN THAT FOR ME?
*sigh*
whatever
im also not looking forward to getting all my requirements, either
i dont think ive put it in here before, but im thinking UW Madison
http://www.admissions.wisc.edu/freshman/requirements.php
an 1830?!?!?!?
just to be out of the bottom 25%?
thats just fucking insane
my score is something like a 1700 or 1770
i just checked, its 1770
i guess its a good start
i have a few years to get that up
i guess im set
for everything except the whole class rank shit
you know what?
my grades arent amazing
and i can deal with that
but seriously
fucking my college chances?
what if i have a shitload of really smart kids in my grade?
that isnt cool, college
not cool at all.
but i saw that UWM is actually easier than madison
by a long shot
only because of the whole 2 years of a language
and whatever
but as of next year
if i take spanish 3, i think its an honors class
so thats good
im not gonna bitch about anything thats bringing my GPA up
especially not a class thats as simple as spanish
i just own that class
you have no idea
i think last year i ended with a 104% or something
with something like a 121% on the final
pretty kick ass, if you ask me.

and i just realized why i hate the concept of college
i have almost no idea what i want to do with my life
i mean, you people are all probably sitting there going "theres no fucking way, everyone has SOME idea on that"
well, i guess i do
but im so horrible at decisions
it sucks, but its true

ohh
im so tired
you wouldnt believe
its kinda like my subconscious is just writing whatever the hell it wants
how sad, eh?
oh well
maybe ill get desert
i deserve it
i hate tatertot casserole
>.<
well, i have a shower to do
and other stuff
(such as fuck with leanne's computer)
...
so
bye!

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"If I had a choice between you and me, I'd gladly choose you."

*insert some sort of smiley face here*
*insert witty comment here*
*some more smiley faces*
*maybe a few song lyrics*
*repeat until satisfied or signature is insanely long and people start complaining*

A poem of sorrow
While writing it, would you dance with me?