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February 10, 2009

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Whoa
all sorts of new stuff going on
i dont really feel like going into detail....
Jessie: happy (belated) birthday! congrats on your liscence!
Tori: Good for you! (dont get this confused for sarcasm; its not)
Warren: ....i forgot to tell you happy birthday here too. sorry, its been at least a week XD
Lika: Less than a month! Hooray for BSH being open at least a day or two a week, just cause its awesome.
GUYS: IT'S 1 MONTH (or 4 weeks, if you prefer) EXACTLY 'TIL MY BIRTHDAY! YAY!

I had open gym again yesterday
it doesnt hurt as much as last week
i mean, i can walk without wincing a little each step
but my back hurts like a mother >.<
oh well
guess itll just get worse if i actually make the team
i heard that tryouts have shitloads of running
and over four days!
i dont know how im gonna deal
i really really REALLY dont like running...
but i guess ill try.

did i mention yet?
im reading Death Note now
im already on chapter 46!
yeah!
as for Naruto
i got as far as i could
seeing as the series isnt done yet
so, i guess ill keep up with that
oh, and ill have to see what im planning on reading next
ill tell you sometime soon
after im farther in Death Note

o.O
ive felt really strange
for a few hours now
maybe thats what learning things does to me
but its exciting!
maybe ill say later

have i mentioned FAWM yet?
that where we have to write and record an entire album in a month
we have a decent start
i know we for sure have at least one song that we could work on playing
and a whole bunch of songs written
and more than enough ideas for different parts of it
so cool ^_____^

OHHHH
ive decided
i want to get into JRock
because its awesome
and they have really good artists
even though i cant understand most of the songs
i only have three different bands as of now,
Aucifer, Maximum the Hormone, and SCREW
but theyre all really good!
so im looking forward to getting more in the future!

well, thats about it
for i have a lesson tonight
and history to do
and...
other stuff
there
the end.

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"If I had a choice between you and me, I'd gladly choose you."


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A poem of sorrow
While writing it, would you dance with me?

February 06, 2009

Trying and trying...

You know how you always hear people saying
"oh, i have no real friends"
or
"they werent my real friend"
or something to that extent?
i dont understand that
i've had friends that i've grown apart from in time
and friends that ive had problems with
but never really those people who would supposedly "use me and then just get rid of me"
i dont understand people like that
maybe ive just been lucky
sometimes i feel as though i have a lot of really close friends
but i know that isnt true
i think i only have two or three people that i really trust enough to pour my heart out to
and i tell them everything
...
and they know who they are
but people
dont tell me im not trying to be a good friend whenever i try
seriously
if you say im not, then you dont know me and my actions well enough to be judging me like that
though i may not be the most creative at times
i try my damndest to do everything i can for my friends
ive cancelled so many things with my family
so many more important obligations
just to be with them
so please
talk to me before you form your opinion on me
thanks.

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"If I had a choice between you and me, I'd gladly choose you."


*insert some sort of smiley face here*
*insert witty comment here*
*some more smiley faces*
*maybe a few song lyrics*
*repeat until satisfied or signature is insanely long and people start complaining*

A poem of sorrow
While writing it, would you dance with me?

It's not the first time

Wow
I'm approaching my hundreth post
how awesome, right?
its been almost a year
maybe ill make my hundreth on the anniversary of my first
yeah! probably.
should be fun

i dont think i really have anything to write about
i mean, ive really hated this week
i dont really want to go into detail
lets just go with i hope the next is better.

______________________________________________________________________
"If I had a choice between you and me, I'd gladly choose you."


*insert some sort of smiley face here*
*insert witty comment here*
*some more smiley faces*
*maybe a few song lyrics*
*repeat until satisfied or signature is insanely long and people start complaining*

A poem of sorrow
While writing it, would you dance with me?