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August 30, 2008
I wanna let you fly so high, nureta tsubasa...
Hey all!
If you didn't know
I got all those Japanese songs
30 or so total!
so now
I GETTA SOAK UP SOME JAP. CULTURE BIG TIME
READIN MANGA AND LISTENING TO JAP. ALT.
ULTIMATE ULLLLLLLLLLTIMATE CULTURE
XD
dunno why
i just love it
maybe ill live there someday...
anyone wanna be a roomie?
*imaginary Melissa shooting through the roof in excitement*
well, that was a given
*laughs to herself*
wow
now im daydreaming...
though
it seems nice there
all the people are cool
though
dont they eat a lot of seafood?
*sick look on her face*
shit
i just HATE seafood >.<
so gross
i think maybe ill take japanese sometime
or someone very nice will help teach me ^.^
hm
so
what do i really feel like saying?
oh, i know
today
well
leanne had a soccer tournament
somewhere in Illinois
so
i was stuck alone for 11 hours
but
tori said i could come over
sooooo
we messed around like
watching this:
and
uhh
the Heroes season two alternate ending
which was okay
i mean, the regular ending was okay
but
uhh
then
later
we kinda dressed up
and tori took photos
for her locker
and i thought
damnit, i should do that
but then she sent me some
though i wish
i had more/better ones of other people...
*sigh*
oh well
school starts on tuesday
and i know, skylar
youre going "DAMN YOU"
either, or
"HAHA TAKE THAT!"
^.^
this year should be so much better, though
melissa's saying
and i at least know people in two of my classes already that i can somewhat stand
so
i bet im in a better position that other people right now
oh
and i think you all should know
im suffering
i dont think i can get a decent guitar cord until tuesday
because tomorrow all the music stores are closed
and monday's labor day
so
yeah
make sense?
one last thing before i go
i just finished another manga
i know, crazy, right?
but
IT HAS THE SHITTIEST ENDING EVER
the guy i was thinking the girl should end up with (out of two)
was turned down
and now he moved to spain
HOW STUPID
im a little mad
but
now that i finished that
i have more time for other stuff
with that
ARIGATO AND SAYONARA!
______________________________________________________________________
"If I had a choice between you and me, I'd gladly choose you."
A poem of sorrow
While writing it, would you dance with me?
If you didn't know
I got all those Japanese songs
30 or so total!
so now
I GETTA SOAK UP SOME JAP. CULTURE BIG TIME
READIN MANGA AND LISTENING TO JAP. ALT.
ULTIMATE ULLLLLLLLLLTIMATE CULTURE
XD
dunno why
i just love it
maybe ill live there someday...
anyone wanna be a roomie?
*imaginary Melissa shooting through the roof in excitement*
well, that was a given
*laughs to herself*
wow
now im daydreaming...
though
it seems nice there
all the people are cool
though
dont they eat a lot of seafood?
*sick look on her face*
shit
i just HATE seafood >.<
so gross
i think maybe ill take japanese sometime
or someone very nice will help teach me ^.^
hm
so
what do i really feel like saying?
oh, i know
today
well
leanne had a soccer tournament
somewhere in Illinois
so
i was stuck alone for 11 hours
but
tori said i could come over
sooooo
we messed around like
watching this:
and
uhh
the Heroes season two alternate ending
which was okay
i mean, the regular ending was okay
but
uhh
then
later
we kinda dressed up
and tori took photos
for her locker
and i thought
damnit, i should do that
but then she sent me some
though i wish
i had more/better ones of other people...
*sigh*
oh well
school starts on tuesday
and i know, skylar
youre going "DAMN YOU"
either, or
"HAHA TAKE THAT!"
^.^
this year should be so much better, though
melissa's saying
and i at least know people in two of my classes already that i can somewhat stand
so
i bet im in a better position that other people right now
oh
and i think you all should know
im suffering
i dont think i can get a decent guitar cord until tuesday
because tomorrow all the music stores are closed
and monday's labor day
so
yeah
make sense?
one last thing before i go
i just finished another manga
i know, crazy, right?
but
IT HAS THE SHITTIEST ENDING EVER
the guy i was thinking the girl should end up with (out of two)
was turned down
and now he moved to spain
HOW STUPID
im a little mad
but
now that i finished that
i have more time for other stuff
with that
ARIGATO AND SAYONARA!
______________________________________________________________________
"If I had a choice between you and me, I'd gladly choose you."
A poem of sorrow
While writing it, would you dance with me?
August 26, 2008
We write the wrong....
OH MY GOD
http://www.mangable.com/kaikan_phrase/chapter-57/16/
I died when I found this
you probably don't remember this
Kaikan Phrase was about that band Lucifer
and I got one of their songs
Datenshi BLUE
and
that I got the translation in english
so
when I was reading the manga in which I found the band (and then the song) through, and guess what
THE SONG CAME
ITS ALL A HUGE CIRCLE! HOORAY!
I love this manga
I really do
it's really great
okay, a new topic
the song
...
I admit
I havent been working on it as much as I could/should have
but
I NEED A BREAK SOMETIMES
its really frustrating
working on something for a while
then getting to a point
where you just cant figure out what should work
like with the chorus
that damn guitar part
its so frustrating
i cant figure out what i think should be for most of it!
*sigh*
damn chords
I've never really been good at figuring them out
so i guess
and most suck
so i only know 3
and they dont work for all the measures....
eh
ill get it
sometime
whatever
XP
______________________________________________________________________
"If I had a choice between you and me, I'd gladly choose you."
A poem of sorrow
While writing it, would you dance with me?
http://www.mangable.com/kaikan_phrase/chapter-57/16/
I died when I found this
you probably don't remember this
Kaikan Phrase was about that band Lucifer
and I got one of their songs
Datenshi BLUE
and
that I got the translation in english
so
when I was reading the manga in which I found the band (and then the song) through, and guess what
THE SONG CAME
ITS ALL A HUGE CIRCLE! HOORAY!
I love this manga
I really do
it's really great
okay, a new topic
the song
...
I admit
I havent been working on it as much as I could/should have
but
I NEED A BREAK SOMETIMES
its really frustrating
working on something for a while
then getting to a point
where you just cant figure out what should work
like with the chorus
that damn guitar part
its so frustrating
i cant figure out what i think should be for most of it!
*sigh*
damn chords
I've never really been good at figuring them out
so i guess
and most suck
so i only know 3
and they dont work for all the measures....
eh
ill get it
sometime
whatever
XP
______________________________________________________________________
"If I had a choice between you and me, I'd gladly choose you."
A poem of sorrow
While writing it, would you dance with me?
August 19, 2008
WOOOOOOOOOOOO!
Happy "Yay Deanna's finally ungrounded from the computer" day!
Because I say so
well
I'm putting up another icon group
for Mayday Parade
because they have enough now for their own
HOORAY!
______________________________________________________________________
"If I had a choice between you and me, I'd gladly choose you."
A poem of sorrow
While writing it, would you dance with me?
Because I say so
well
I'm putting up another icon group
for Mayday Parade
because they have enough now for their own
HOORAY!
______________________________________________________________________
"If I had a choice between you and me, I'd gladly choose you."
A poem of sorrow
While writing it, would you dance with me?
August 13, 2008
You're not just passing on, you're passing on all the fun we had.
Okay, guys
I seriously have a problem
I JUST BOUGHT ANOTHER CD
I mean, it's okay, but im gonna run out of money sometime
Its a bad addiction, trust me
but at least i get good music out of it
the cd is the new Hawthorne Heights one, Fragile Future
and thats where the title's from
i really like this cd
even though i just got it.
but
uhhhhh
the title's song
is really really sad!
i was like "wow, thats horrible"
(if you ever listen to it, its about how one of the band's guitarists died last november)
and it just made me think
what the hell am i going to do if i lose any of you guys?
i may just die on the inside
completely
i dont deal with death easily
....
maybe ill just go crazy ^.^
but, either way
we got back yesterday
which i guess is amazing
i dont need to spend the 3 extra days with my family (which i seriously can't stand)
my mom's just become a total bitch recently
i mean
she yells at me for everything
she's a huge hypocrite (you guys wouldnt even know)
she makes fun of people (yes, even you guys)
she bitches about the littlest things
she's lazy
and on top of all this
she expects me to be nice to her!
i mean, what the hell, lady?
you cant really think that.
....
whatever
i guess i can last another 4 years
but after that
im moving right out
no question.
______________________________________________________________________
"If I had a choice between you and me, I'd gladly choose you."
A poem of sorrow
While writing it, would you dance with me?
I seriously have a problem
I JUST BOUGHT ANOTHER CD
I mean, it's okay, but im gonna run out of money sometime
Its a bad addiction, trust me
but at least i get good music out of it
the cd is the new Hawthorne Heights one, Fragile Future
and thats where the title's from
i really like this cd
even though i just got it.
but
uhhhhh
the title's song
is really really sad!
i was like "wow, thats horrible"
(if you ever listen to it, its about how one of the band's guitarists died last november)
and it just made me think
what the hell am i going to do if i lose any of you guys?
i may just die on the inside
completely
i dont deal with death easily
....
maybe ill just go crazy ^.^
but, either way
we got back yesterday
which i guess is amazing
i dont need to spend the 3 extra days with my family (which i seriously can't stand)
my mom's just become a total bitch recently
i mean
she yells at me for everything
she's a huge hypocrite (you guys wouldnt even know)
she makes fun of people (yes, even you guys)
she bitches about the littlest things
she's lazy
and on top of all this
she expects me to be nice to her!
i mean, what the hell, lady?
you cant really think that.
....
whatever
i guess i can last another 4 years
but after that
im moving right out
no question.
______________________________________________________________________
"If I had a choice between you and me, I'd gladly choose you."
A poem of sorrow
While writing it, would you dance with me?
August 09, 2008
Sou koduko ni kogoeta iro sa
yeah, that WAS from my amazing japanese song
(Translation: Like the color of frozen lonliness)
and, im posting from beautiful *who the hell knows where* New Hampshire...
(joking. its all mountains)
and shitty road choices
kinda Waukesha-esque
in the way you CANT GET ANYWHERE
at all
even the TomTom doesnt help much
you kinda have to cross your fingers and pray (if youre into that kind of stuff) that you get to where you want.
oh
and about this week...
something tragic happened.
Leannes a teen now o.O
can you imagine?
its like HELL for me
seriously
she thinks shes all better than me now
its horrible
and now i have to deal with it for another week, almost!
GAHHHHHHHH
ITS LIKE DEATHx2304726509834
but at least we got canada out of the way already (we were there the first day, and say niagara falls. i got another hard rock cafe sweatshirt, but its a lot different this time)
oh yeah
i think my mom's finally lost it
i mean, she bitches about EVERYTHING recently
"oh, im tired, can you just get me a hamburger from wherever you go?"
"well, we dont know if where were going has hamburgers"
"FINE! ill just stay here and starve"
that was just yesterday
what a bitch, eh?
and she always blames ME for everything that goes wrong in her life
and never does anything for herself
imgonna move out as soon as i can
i cant stand her anymore.....
oh
and one last little thing because i feel done with posting right now
my dad, when i played Datenshi BLUE in the car, was like "what the heck? is this italian? cause i cant make out a damn word he's saying."
so that made me laugh
funny old people ^.^
*also im gonna be messing with my menu bar today. cause i can*
______________________________________________________________________
"If I had a choice between you and me, I'd gladly choose you."
A poem of sorrow
While writing it, would you dance with me?
(Translation: Like the color of frozen lonliness)
and, im posting from beautiful *who the hell knows where* New Hampshire...
(joking. its all mountains)
and shitty road choices
kinda Waukesha-esque
in the way you CANT GET ANYWHERE
at all
even the TomTom doesnt help much
you kinda have to cross your fingers and pray (if youre into that kind of stuff) that you get to where you want.
oh
and about this week...
something tragic happened.
Leannes a teen now o.O
can you imagine?
its like HELL for me
seriously
she thinks shes all better than me now
its horrible
and now i have to deal with it for another week, almost!
GAHHHHHHHH
ITS LIKE DEATHx2304726509834
but at least we got canada out of the way already (we were there the first day, and say niagara falls. i got another hard rock cafe sweatshirt, but its a lot different this time)
oh yeah
i think my mom's finally lost it
i mean, she bitches about EVERYTHING recently
"oh, im tired, can you just get me a hamburger from wherever you go?"
"well, we dont know if where were going has hamburgers"
"FINE! ill just stay here and starve"
that was just yesterday
what a bitch, eh?
and she always blames ME for everything that goes wrong in her life
and never does anything for herself
imgonna move out as soon as i can
i cant stand her anymore.....
oh
and one last little thing because i feel done with posting right now
my dad, when i played Datenshi BLUE in the car, was like "what the heck? is this italian? cause i cant make out a damn word he's saying."
so that made me laugh
funny old people ^.^
*also im gonna be messing with my menu bar today. cause i can*
______________________________________________________________________
"If I had a choice between you and me, I'd gladly choose you."
A poem of sorrow
While writing it, would you dance with me?
August 05, 2008
Let's leave this town behind...
GAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
What the hell gets into me when I read these damn mangas?
Its like
they eat me from the inside out
all like
making fun of me
cause my life isnt that amazing
i dunno
but they make me really jealous
showing me how my life could be
if i really wanted to make an effort
well, i have news for you japanese freaks
THATS TOO BAD!
I mean
i love reading them and all
but
*sigh*
it just kinda sucks in that way, okay?
ehhh
so
what else?
the mix CD is done!
and its pretty good
i dont even hate any songs on it!
like Picking Up The Pieces:
Got a ticket to a one-way train wreck
We fell off track before we left the station
And when the flames come pouring out,You will find us
And we will be standing all around,
Picking up the pieces
This is just broken love
Two hearts that can’t get enough
So when you have too much,
You gotta, gotta give it up
This is just broken love
Two hearts that can’t get enough
So when you have too much,
You gotta, gotta give it up
We’re a car crash, an accident with broken glass
We’re a plane wreck, a parachute that won’t eject
So let’s leave this mess behind just to save us
We could strike this fire down
And leave the spots between us
This is just broken love
Two hearts that can’t get enough
So when you have too much,
You gotta, gotta give it up
This is just broken love
Two hearts that can’t get enough
So when you have too much,
You gotta, gotta give it up
Got a ticket to a one-way train wreck
We fell off track before we left the station
And when the flames kept pouring out,
You didn’t find us
We were sitting all around, picking up the pieces
The pieces, the pieces
This is just broken love
Two hearts that can’t get enough
So when you’ve had too much,
You gotta, gotta give it up
This is just broken love
Two hearts that can’t get enough
So when you have too much,
You gotta, gotta give it up
This is just broken love
Two hearts that can’t get enough
So when you have too much,
You gotta, gotta give it up
i love it!
and it also doesnt hurt that it has an amazing backbeat...
p.s. check this video out! i found the band (theyre called "Λucifer" or "Lucifer") through the new manga I've been reading! if anyone could send me the song, i'll love you forever! (i think its called Datenshi Blue or something...)
PS Jessie did. YEAH!!!
The lyrics are (and translated):
Kire ta tenshi to akuma no
Half nanda ne ore-tachi
Tsumi no daiya wo shabutta
Hysteric na kuchibiru de
We are all half angels
Half devil that became angry
Sucking the diamonds of sin
With feverish lips
Nakushita yume wo
Sagasu you na kiss
The lost dream
Like searching for a kiss
Tejou hazushite hos hikerya
Hip mawashite nedare yo
Knife ni utsuru omae ga
Jelly mitai ni torokeru
If you want me to remove the handcuffs
Roll your hips and beg
Your reflection in my knife
Melts away like jelly
Nageki no poem
Tsudzuri nagara baby! Ready for dance?
A poem of sorrow
While writing it, would you dance with me?
Tsubasa no ato ga kasuka ni hikaru
Dakishimeau tabi
Namida wo himeta sono hitomi wa
Blue...blue...datenshi blue
Sou kodoku ni kogoeta iro sa
The remains of my wings shine weakly
When we embrace
Those eyes, holding back tears are
Blue blue ..... fallen angel blue
Like the color of frozen loneliness
Douse kanashii mirai sa
Ore ni go-doru de urina yo
Daiji na mono ga nanda ka
Jesus datte wakaranai
Your future is pathetic anyway, so
Sell it to me!
What's important in life
Not even Jesus knows
Hi no kioku to baby! ready for dance?
Baby! baby! give me a chance...
With the memory of fire, baby! Ready for dance?
Baby! Baby give me a chance?
Tsubasa no ato ga kasuka ni hikaru
Dakishimeau tabi
Horobita hazu no rakuen ga ima
Koko ni wa aru no sa
Furimukanai de yami wa itsumo
Blue...blue...datenshi blue
Aa kodoku ni yarare chimau ze
The remains of my wings shine weakly
When we embrace
The paradise I thought ruined
Lies within
Don't turn back! The darkness is always
Blue! Blue! Fallen angel blue!
Oh I'll be destroyed by loneliness...
Yarareru mae ni
Ai ni tobikome...
Before we are destroyed
Dive into love
______________________________________________________________________
"If I had a choice between you and me, I'd gladly choose you."
What the hell gets into me when I read these damn mangas?
Its like
they eat me from the inside out
all like
making fun of me
cause my life isnt that amazing
i dunno
but they make me really jealous
showing me how my life could be
if i really wanted to make an effort
well, i have news for you japanese freaks
THATS TOO BAD!
I mean
i love reading them and all
but
*sigh*
it just kinda sucks in that way, okay?
ehhh
so
what else?
the mix CD is done!
and its pretty good
i dont even hate any songs on it!
like Picking Up The Pieces:
Got a ticket to a one-way train wreck
We fell off track before we left the station
And when the flames come pouring out,You will find us
And we will be standing all around,
Picking up the pieces
This is just broken love
Two hearts that can’t get enough
So when you have too much,
You gotta, gotta give it up
This is just broken love
Two hearts that can’t get enough
So when you have too much,
You gotta, gotta give it up
We’re a car crash, an accident with broken glass
We’re a plane wreck, a parachute that won’t eject
So let’s leave this mess behind just to save us
We could strike this fire down
And leave the spots between us
This is just broken love
Two hearts that can’t get enough
So when you have too much,
You gotta, gotta give it up
This is just broken love
Two hearts that can’t get enough
So when you have too much,
You gotta, gotta give it up
Got a ticket to a one-way train wreck
We fell off track before we left the station
And when the flames kept pouring out,
You didn’t find us
We were sitting all around, picking up the pieces
The pieces, the pieces
This is just broken love
Two hearts that can’t get enough
So when you’ve had too much,
You gotta, gotta give it up
This is just broken love
Two hearts that can’t get enough
So when you have too much,
You gotta, gotta give it up
This is just broken love
Two hearts that can’t get enough
So when you have too much,
You gotta, gotta give it up
i love it!
and it also doesnt hurt that it has an amazing backbeat...
p.s. check this video out! i found the band (theyre called "Λucifer" or "Lucifer") through the new manga I've been reading! if anyone could send me the song, i'll love you forever! (i think its called Datenshi Blue or something...)
PS Jessie did. YEAH!!!
The lyrics are (and translated):
Kire ta tenshi to akuma no
Half nanda ne ore-tachi
Tsumi no daiya wo shabutta
Hysteric na kuchibiru de
We are all half angels
Half devil that became angry
Sucking the diamonds of sin
With feverish lips
Nakushita yume wo
Sagasu you na kiss
The lost dream
Like searching for a kiss
Tejou hazushite hos hikerya
Hip mawashite nedare yo
Knife ni utsuru omae ga
Jelly mitai ni torokeru
If you want me to remove the handcuffs
Roll your hips and beg
Your reflection in my knife
Melts away like jelly
Nageki no poem
Tsudzuri nagara baby! Ready for dance?
A poem of sorrow
While writing it, would you dance with me?
Tsubasa no ato ga kasuka ni hikaru
Dakishimeau tabi
Namida wo himeta sono hitomi wa
Blue...blue...datenshi blue
Sou kodoku ni kogoeta iro sa
The remains of my wings shine weakly
When we embrace
Those eyes, holding back tears are
Blue blue ..... fallen angel blue
Like the color of frozen loneliness
Douse kanashii mirai sa
Ore ni go-doru de urina yo
Daiji na mono ga nanda ka
Jesus datte wakaranai
Your future is pathetic anyway, so
Sell it to me!
What's important in life
Not even Jesus knows
Hi no kioku to baby! ready for dance?
Baby! baby! give me a chance...
With the memory of fire, baby! Ready for dance?
Baby! Baby give me a chance?
Tsubasa no ato ga kasuka ni hikaru
Dakishimeau tabi
Horobita hazu no rakuen ga ima
Koko ni wa aru no sa
Furimukanai de yami wa itsumo
Blue...blue...datenshi blue
Aa kodoku ni yarare chimau ze
The remains of my wings shine weakly
When we embrace
The paradise I thought ruined
Lies within
Don't turn back! The darkness is always
Blue! Blue! Fallen angel blue!
Oh I'll be destroyed by loneliness...
Yarareru mae ni
Ai ni tobikome...
Before we are destroyed
Dive into love
______________________________________________________________________
"If I had a choice between you and me, I'd gladly choose you."
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