Let's leave this town behind...

GAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
What the hell gets into me when I read these damn mangas?
Its like
they eat me from the inside out
all like
making fun of me
cause my life isnt that amazing
i dunno
but they make me really jealous
showing me how my life could be
if i really wanted to make an effort
well, i have news for you japanese freaks
THATS TOO BAD!
I mean
i love reading them and all
but
*sigh*
it just kinda sucks in that way, okay?

ehhh
so
what else?
the mix CD is done!
and its pretty good
i dont even hate any songs on it!
like Picking Up The Pieces:

Got a ticket to a one-way train wreck
We fell off track before we left the station
And when the flames come pouring out,You will find us
And we will be standing all around,
Picking up the pieces

This is just broken love
Two hearts that can’t get enough
So when you have too much,
You gotta, gotta give it up
This is just broken love
Two hearts that can’t get enough
So when you have too much,
You gotta, gotta give it up

We’re a car crash, an accident with broken glass
We’re a plane wreck, a parachute that won’t eject
So let’s leave this mess behind just to save us
We could strike this fire down
And leave the spots between us

This is just broken love
Two hearts that can’t get enough
So when you have too much,
You gotta, gotta give it up
This is just broken love
Two hearts that can’t get enough
So when you have too much,
You gotta, gotta give it up

Got a ticket to a one-way train wreck
We fell off track before we left the station
And when the flames kept pouring out,
You didn’t find us
We were sitting all around, picking up the pieces
The pieces, the pieces

This is just broken love
Two hearts that can’t get enough
So when you’ve had too much,
You gotta, gotta give it up
This is just broken love
Two hearts that can’t get enough
So when you have too much,
You gotta, gotta give it up
This is just broken love
Two hearts that can’t get enough
So when you have too much,
You gotta, gotta give it up

i love it!
and it also doesnt hurt that it has an amazing backbeat...

p.s. check this video out! i found the band (theyre called "Λucifer" or "Lucifer") through the new manga I've been reading! if anyone could send me the song, i'll love you forever! (i think its called Datenshi Blue or something...)
PS Jessie did. YEAH!!!



The lyrics are (and translated):

Kire ta tenshi to akuma no
Half nanda ne ore-tachi
Tsumi no daiya wo shabutta
Hysteric na kuchibiru de
We are all half angels
Half devil that became angry
Sucking the diamonds of sin
With feverish lips

Nakushita yume wo
Sagasu you na kiss
The lost dream
Like searching for a kiss

Tejou hazushite hos hikerya
Hip mawashite nedare yo
Knife ni utsuru omae ga
Jelly mitai ni torokeru
If you want me to remove the handcuffs
Roll your hips and beg
Your reflection in my knife
Melts away like jelly

Nageki no poem
Tsudzuri nagara baby! Ready for dance?
A poem of sorrow
While writing it, would you dance with me?

Tsubasa no ato ga kasuka ni hikaru
Dakishimeau tabi
Namida wo himeta sono hitomi wa
Blue...blue...datenshi blue
Sou kodoku ni kogoeta iro sa
The remains of my wings shine weakly
When we embrace
Those eyes, holding back tears are
Blue blue ..... fallen angel blue
Like the color of frozen loneliness

Douse kanashii mirai sa
Ore ni go-doru de urina yo
Daiji na mono ga nanda ka
Jesus datte wakaranai
Your future is pathetic anyway, so
Sell it to me!
What's important in life
Not even Jesus knows

Hi no kioku to baby! ready for dance?
Baby! baby! give me a chance...
With the memory of fire, baby! Ready for dance?
Baby! Baby give me a chance?

Tsubasa no ato ga kasuka ni hikaru
Dakishimeau tabi
Horobita hazu no rakuen ga ima
Koko ni wa aru no sa
Furimukanai de yami wa itsumo
Blue...blue...datenshi blue
Aa kodoku ni yarare chimau ze
The remains of my wings shine weakly
When we embrace
The paradise I thought ruined
Lies within
Don't turn back! The darkness is always
Blue! Blue! Fallen angel blue!
Oh I'll be destroyed by loneliness...

Yarareru mae ni
Ai ni tobikome...
Before we are destroyed
Dive into love

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"If I had a choice between you and me, I'd gladly choose you."