Okay, guys
I seriously have a problem
I JUST BOUGHT ANOTHER CD
I mean, it's okay, but im gonna run out of money sometime
Its a bad addiction, trust me
but at least i get good music out of it
the cd is the new Hawthorne Heights one, Fragile Future
and thats where the title's from
i really like this cd
even though i just got it.
but
uhhhhh
the title's song
is really really sad!
i was like "wow, thats horrible"
(if you ever listen to it, its about how one of the band's guitarists died last november)
and it just made me think
what the hell am i going to do if i lose any of you guys?
i may just die on the inside
completely
i dont deal with death easily
....
maybe ill just go crazy ^.^
but, either way
we got back yesterday
which i guess is amazing
i dont need to spend the 3 extra days with my family (which i seriously can't stand)
my mom's just become a total bitch recently
i mean
she yells at me for everything
she's a huge hypocrite (you guys wouldnt even know)
she makes fun of people (yes, even you guys)
she bitches about the littlest things
she's lazy
and on top of all this
she expects me to be nice to her!
i mean, what the hell, lady?
you cant really think that.
....
whatever
i guess i can last another 4 years
but after that
im moving right out
no question.
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"If I had a choice between you and me, I'd gladly choose you."
A poem of sorrow
While writing it, would you dance with me?
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