And he can't understand how everyone goes on breathing when true love ends

Sooo
I've decided.
I'm probably never ever ever ever ever EVER gonna post regularly anymore
Not like I have recently anyway =P
It just takes too much time to blog
and too much concentration
plus, I just have a problem remembering to do so
oh yeah
and the fact that 1) I suck at writing and 2) My life is boring
the end.
well, here's something significant, I guess
my iPod's finally full
to the point that I actually have to choose what I want to put on there now
which is quite a pain, I hope you all know
because I'm one of those people who get really connected to everything I have
Like, I could hate a song
and then think "well, maybe I'll like it someday"
or the opposite, where I liked a song and I don't really like it anymore
but I remember all the times I wanted to listen to it however long ago
it's strange
o.O


XD
did I ever mention the wear-spot I have on my space-key on my keyboard?
it freaks me out everytime I notice it
it just feels so strange, all the rest of the keys have this rougher texture
and then there's this random smooth part
XDDDDDD
told you my life was boring!
XP


SO!
it was my birthday tuesday
and I guess it was okay
til the whole, "my mom's such a fucking bitch" stuff came back up
I mean, I swear to God
she YELLED at me on my BIRTHDAY
who the fuck does that?!?
cause I got really frusterated at my lesson that day
and we ended up in intensive care cause I felt really sick
and she got all mad cause i was crying in the car on the way to the doctor's office
BITCH
let me cry if I'm in a bad mood
you dont see me telling you what to do
then she tried to make it all better and appologize
....
who the hell did she think she was talking to?
really?
really?
because you dont just yell at someone and expect them to just accept your appology a minute later!
especially me
for gods sake.
it just pisses me off
and it also ruined my whole birthday
so way to go for that, mom.

On a lighter note
i loved my presents from my friends
Lika: got me this two liter of DP and a pack of Oreos
geez! she knows me better than i do!
Jessie: Drew me this awesome version of Mayday Parade's "A Lesson In Romantics" Album artwork, and i think i freaked out once i knew what it was. I love that album! XD.
Tori: An ala-carte cookie (this is just between us, i dont want to explain that), and she said she has something else too but its at her house or something
Warren: Nothing. XDDDDD. With his current pattern of gift giving, i bet ill get mine some time in May or so. (no offence XD)
so that brightened me up, even with everything else that happened. I seriously think i lucked out on my friends ^.^

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"If I had a choice between you and me, I'd gladly choose you."

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A poem of sorrow
While writing it, would you dance with me?