Venting (boring, you shouldn't read this)

I hate wednesdays
especially this wednesday
shitty mood
allergies
I swear
and I know you wouldn't expect this from me
...
I was choking back tears on the bus
horrid headache
my music couldn't even cheer me up
which is a first
trust me.

Well
To make my life simpler
Let's put this in P.D. terms
I'm a passive person
Though people will say I have an aggressive personality
They don't know me that well then.
I take shit
I deal with people
I act as though I'm angry
key word there is "act"
I hold my real anger in
and I know it's unhealthy
but I do anyway.

This is truly from what I remember
one of the first days I've been really mad
for almost a year

I remember last time, too
It got really bad
to the point that I lost a friend
for
well
let me check
maybe a week
maybe two?
I dunno
I don't want to remember
...
I also don't want this to become an annual thing

On a lighter note, I know one good thing that happened today
I'm not gonna tell you, though
It's for me to know
and you to ponder
*strange word...*